Please keep doodling random crap on my oekaki: [link]

IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE ANYTHING, JUST SUBMIT SOMETHING SO IT DOESN'T DIE. PLEASE, EVEN JUST A SQUIGGLY LINE IS ALL I WANT. ANYBODY CAN DO THAT, RIGHT?. I still can't draw on it for some reason ... no matter how many times I've updated my java ... e.e; I'd like to keep it on my artsite as like a guestbook or something ... but maybe I should just let it get deleted ... but ... I don't feel like allowing that to happen yet. xD



I'm so sad I haven't been in the mood to submit anything in the longest time ... work drains my soul and motivation ... I haven't been sleeping well in a while, either ... but at least I'm not freaking out about it this time ... like ONOES IF I DUN SLEEP ENOUGH I'LL SURELY DIE. D:

Fuck, there's plenty of people who only get like 3 hours a night and it's been like that for MONTHS ... so ... I'm sure I'll live, too. My body just wants to be retarded right now. Whatever.

Anyway yeah, that's about it. And for those who have submitted stuff to my oekaki, I appreciate it muchly ... and most of them are so beautiful, too ... I didn't expect anyone to actually put effort into drawings ... xD But yes, THANKS. ;-;

Someone draw something super fast on my oekaki:

[link] <- click click pwesh?


It doesn't have to be anything, actually, just so my account doesn't expire. It still wont let me submit anything and I can't figure out why. If someone does, I'll throw in a quick freebie when I have the time to do it ... (my terms apply, of course ... and if you don't remember what they are, research!)



Meh ... maybe I shouldn't even have an oekaki anymore since people never go on it. I was thinking of revamping my art site, anyway. Hell, I just need to start drawing and working on my projects again. They are coated in like ... SIXTEEN THOUSAND FEET OF DUST AND NEGLECT. D:

But you know ... WORK DRAINS YOUR SOUL. D:

And the days that I have off ... I have to spend them trying to catch up on my cleaning ... and grocery shopping ... or something lame like that. I hate it.

Plus I wanna draw again when it really feels like I am doing it for -ME- ... which ... I think I'm slowly coming back into that state of mind ... I miss drawing a lot. *sigh* ...

I'm thinking I may do something very horrible and unorthodox ... and invest in a tablet. D: At the very least I think it would make backgrounds a whole lot easier. That's something I really want to work on ... scenery ... it involves a lot of painty-ness which is hard to do with a mouse.

But ... I still have my car to consider. It's gonna need ... a new windshield ... tires, maybe ... blah.


Anywhoo ... yeah. And if you were wondering what's been up with me in general, my "ELJAY" is here: [link]

Nevermind, I caught it. Only one person was interested.


So yay, 10k hits for me.



Maybe I should try drawing more, ne?

Okay, a few of you who read my journal have to be knowledgeable on this stuff.

For a while now, ever since I updated both my browsers ... (IE and Firefox) ... I have not been able to use anything javascript related on EITHER browser. I even tried updating the javathingie and still NOTHING WORKS.

And quite a few sites I go to use javascript for navigation ... e.e; so as you can imagine that's made things VERY EASY for me. /sarcasm.


And my oekaki bbs also uses javascript ... I know me having one is a sad, sorry attempt at trying to make my artsite more fun ... e.e; But I'd kinda like to keep it. Just there has to be a new drawing submitted every 3 months or else my account gets deleted. I make funny, quick little doodles every so often so this doesn't happen but now I can't do it. e.e;

SO:

1. Does anyone know of any OTHER ways I can get my javascript working again?

- I already updated it.
- It's NOT disabled in my browser settings.

2. PLEASE PARTICIPATE IN MY OEKAKI BBS ON MY ARTSITE: HERE Right click, new window so you don't leave DA. Just draw anything you like, it doesn't have to be anything special ... heck, it doesn't have to be anything, period. Just so my account doesn't get deleted. I'd really appreciate it. ;-;

Well obviously I haven't really felt like submitting anything, lately ... I really want to create something worth submitting but ... meh ... I'm working again ... I'm lazy ... even if I wasn't working I'd be lazy and lacking in enough motivation to do such a thing ...

But I live ... the people who actually talk to me on here know that, anyway ... o_o;


Sometimes I wonder if I still even want to bother submitting art on here ... I don't want to go into the same broken record rant I give about "ZOMG DA HAS RUINED MY CONFIDENCE WAH!" ... I like attention, though. I think a lot of people do. I just feel like my drawing was more about me and having fun with it before I joined here ...

Then again since I have been here it's given me the drive to want to improve myself (when I am not feeling lazy, of course). So I guess not a whole lot of bad has come out of it ... but then again it's kinda sucky if it's just so people will admire me even more. x.x;

But I like the idea of people finding enjoyment out of looking at what I do, too ... not just the whole ZOMG ATTENTIONS AND FAME thing. o_o


I still wanna start on one of my online manga ideas, too .. ._. .. tis much frustrating, yes. Other people do it on here ... even if they ADMIT or it's obvious by looking at it they do a half-assed job on the pages ... but they're still interesting enough to read ... I mean heck, -I- could do that ... I'm sure if I actually gave myself that push to start on something I could continue with it ... I don't have to start out flawless ... nobody does ...

Okay ... I don't wanna spend my last free hour before I go to work rambling ... so ... until the next time ... :3